just_beinlove

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 22:57:13 GMT

so i had this mae layout
but it's not working.
what the hell.
now i'm stuck with this shit.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 00:19:53 GMT

r.i.p John Holohan.
bayside was such a good band.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 22:38:03 GMT

i sleep too much.
but thats okay because sleep is sweet.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 22:31:45 GMT

haha so i got another myspace...
i won't delete this one this time.

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 00:45:53 GMT

i feel lame, you know like i'm trying to be an emo boy that makes out with guys and then posts the pictures all over the internet. oh well. i just think it's a nice picture, gregs a cool kid. i'm the one with out the gauges just for the people that didn't know. anyways this weekend was okay i hung out with some friends saturday..ehh it was pretty fun nothing special.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 14:08:08 GMT

i don't know. i'm bored and going to a party later. later as in about 40 minutes. i should shower but i don't feel like it right now. i just did this sweet survey though.

Choose a band and answer only in song TITLES by that band: cauterize
Are you female or male: I'm cutting off my wings, I don't deserve to fly
Describe yourself: You can paint me pretty colors and dress me how you like i'm just a ugly moth inlove in a butterfly disguise
How do some people feel about you: You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
How do you feel about yourself: I'm pathetic, I know.
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: You used to be my everything
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become.
Describe where you want to be: Lets leave it all behind us find a nice little island we can live like a story that ends like a fairytale
Describe what you want to be: Face to face to watch this bitter end.
Describe how you live: I simply feel nothing and honestly I'd like to leave.
Describe how you love: I just can't stand here and watch you go.I'm running after you
Share a few words of wisdom: I promise I won't cry if you promise you won't forget.

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 21:49:57 GMT

THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: um my juice box
When you sleep you wear: boxers and tshirt
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: tacobell! so fucking hungry.
Something you don't have a lot of: money..right now.
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: cd's, my phone & my signed gatsbys shirt.

MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: tacos, psh i could eat tacos all day long.
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: i never have done that on purpose
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: a few times
One person you have killed in your thoughts: haha um random kids in my classes that piss me off.

FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: friendly,funny,interesting
Who makes you laugh most often: Jimmy, Chelsea
A friend who you can tell anything: G
A friend you can go to for advice: Melissa
Two closest friends: Jimmy and Jake
The friend who uses most of your energy: G

EGO
Your 3 best qualities: i'm pretty much always nice, that's all i could think of.
Your 3 worst qualities: being not smart,shy, having a high voice haha.
Describe your Ideal self: i'd be really smart and cool.
You are embarassed when: i do something stupid.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: getting hit in the head with a baseball bat.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: blahh pretty much last year.
Moment you are most ashamed of: um, i don't know.
Your best physical feature: probably hair.
Who/What makes you happy: my friends and family. the stars. going to shows.
Who/what makes you sad: when i feel left out.

EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: sadness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: alone, is that an emotion?
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: lying to people that mean a lot to me.
When you are angry you need: to be alone.
When you are sentimental you need: someone to be sentimental with me
When you are in love you need: the person i'm inlove with to love me back.

MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: walking to melissa's house to tell her how much i loved her and then sitting on her roof.
One of your most tragic memories: when we thought my grandma was going to die.
One of your angriest memories: in sixth grade when my bestfriend that i would do anything for talked shit about me to my face and to everyone else for no reason.
A memory that makes you happy: when i use to hang out with my two ex bestfriends.
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: be frieendly and funny.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: brag, be a bitch.
A personality trait you find appealing: kindness
Your secret passion: hah um..
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: i feel loved.

RELATING
Do you have a bf/gf if yes who?: no.
Describe your perfect mate physically: nice eyes, skinny, cute smile, pretty hair.
Describe your perfect mate's personality: funny, nice, makes me feel like they care.
You feel most attractive when: i don't know.
Favorite thing you like to see your perfect mate wear: band tees.

YOU
If you had more time alone you would: i dont need any more time alone. i have too much as is.
If you had more patience you would: do things i never had enough patience to do.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: i don't like my nose.
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: i have no idea.
If you could have one super power what would it be: i'd be able to fly!
If you could start all over: ...

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 13:15:00 GMT

( ) I've Never Been Drunk
( ) I've Never Smoked Pot
( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) I've Never Crashed A Friend's Car
(X) I've Never Been To Japan
( ) I've Never Been In A Taxi
( ) I've Never Been In Love
(X) I've Never Had Sex In Public
( ) I've Never Been Dumped
(X) I've Never Done Cocaine
( ) I've Never Shoplifted
(X) I've Never Been Fired
( ) I've Never Been In A Fist Fight *a real one that is*
(X) I've Never Had Group Intercourse
( ) I've Never Snuck Out Of My Parent's House.
(X) I've Never Been Tied Up
(X) I've Never Been Caught Masturbating
(X) I've Never Regretted Having Sex With Someone
(x) I've Never Been Arrested
(X) I've Never Made Out With A Stranger
(x) I've Never Stolen Something From My Job
(X) I've Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square
(x) I've Never Gone On A Blind Date
( ) I've Never Lied To A Friend
(X) I've Never Had A Crush On A Teacher
(x) I've Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
(x) I've Never Been To Europe
( ) I've Never Skipped School
(X) I've Never Slept With A Co-Worker
(X) I've Never Cut Myself On Purpose
(X) I've Never Had Sex At The Office
(X) I've Never Been Married
(X) I've Never Been Divorced
(X) I've Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week
(X) I've Never Posed Nude
(X) I've Never Gotten Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them
(X) I've Never Killed Anyone
(X) I've Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner
(X) I've Never Thrown Up In A Bar
(X) I've Never Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire
(x) I've Never Eaten Sushi
( ) I've Never Been Snowboarding
(X) I've Never Had Sex At A Friend's House
(X) I've Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room
(X) I've Never Flashed Anyone
( ) I've Never Met Anyone From Online

Heres some thing Different.
The Movies WITH X's are the ones ive seen.
more then 70 makes you a movie WHORE.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
( ) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
(X) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(X)Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Saw
(x) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(X) Scream
(X) Scream 2
(X) Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
(X) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
(X) Harry Potter
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil 2
(X) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(X)The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(X) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(X) 13 Ghosts
(X) Signs
(X) The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(X) White Chicks
(X) Butterfly Effect
(X) Thirteen going on 30
(X) I, Robot
( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( )Deep impact
( )KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
(X) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(X) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(X) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
(X) Final Destination
(X) Final Destination 2
(X) Halloween
(X) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(X) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole 10 yards
(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(X) Bride of Chucky
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Just Married
(X) Gothika
(X) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Coach Carter
( ) bad Boys
(X) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Seven
( ) 28 Days Later
( ) Oceans Eleven
( ) Oceans Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
(X) Predator II
(X) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(X) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(X) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever after
( ) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men
( ) X-2: X-Men United
(X) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
(X) The Others
( )Freaky Friday
(x) freaky Friday (Original)
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) Cruel Intentions
(X) The Hot Chick
(X) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
( ) Ray
(X) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
( ) A Walk to Remember
(x) Boogeyman
(X) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
( )Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Episode II: Attack of The Clones
( ) Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of The Sith
( ) Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Episode VI: Return of The Jedi
(x)Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
( ) Air Force One
( ) Trainspotting
( ) Blue Velvet
( )Sound of Music
(x) Parent Trap 1
(X) parent Trap 2
(x) The Burbs
( ) The Terminator
( ) Empire Records
( ) Tommy Boy
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
( ) Deliver us from Eva
(x) passion of the Christ
( ) The Devils Rejects
( ) Charlie And the Chocolate Factory(new)
(x) Charlie And the Chocolate Factory(original)
(X) Mean Girls
( ) The Heather's
(X) 8 Mile
(X) Spice World
( ) Super Troopers
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
( ) Shark Tale
( ) The Life Of David Gale
( ) American History X
( ) The Breakfast Club
( ) Broken Lizards Club Dread
( ) Team America World Police

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 23:14:24 GMT

groundedddd....again.
i'm not even supposed to be on the computer right now, but I rule so hard that I found the cord my mom hid to make the internet work. & My mom's at conferences, which is probably just gonna dig me in deeper shit than I already am in.

i hung out with kelly this weekend shes a sweet girl. realll sweet.

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 20:03:48 GMT

why does school have to suck so much?
blah cauterize gets me through the day.
if you've never heard them go listen to them RIGHT NOW.
<3

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 15:08:33 GMT

new journal.
i think i'm going to do the whole friends only thing.
k word. <3